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I take the reins here. I am marking this as a journal entry, only that I hate the idea that you think I write this so it could be about me, but that is the least that I want. but I am a real person, too.

I have a favourite mug. I love you from my strange place. I feel the warmth of my loosing socks. I could misfire and think it hope.

I haven't had words largely because I am trying to keep myself in check. they will give you so many pills, but gym and exercise are truly curative. I sweat out the night. I am wracked with happiness.

and friends return, and I let go of lovers, but for the force of love.

don't hide away. we won't leave. your darkness must keep its season.