our night/for now

as doctor who says, Pain is easy to portray, but to use your passion and pain to portray the ecstasy and the joy and magnificence of our world... and here, in this infinite night, with no work tomorrow, and having just seen toy story 3, which was really quite beautiful in itself, some small kind of closure that I won't try to overwrite it. but I don't understand the crime there, in saying something was powerful, and beautiful, and just it caught in my bones, and how could I stop it from there.

I am listening to I watched, as you disappeared, rhys marsh and the autumn ghost. It crackles, and swims together, into this night.

I will one day create something great. But, for now, I am creating every single day. And the few people who, feel these, and smile—that's all that matters, for now.